Re: Senecio adn Tide II
Posted by VisAnastasis on Jun 26, 2022; 9:16am
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" Wouldn't it help if you did a couple of rehearsals at the newly rebuilt stage in private? If you rehearse and do parts you're dreading couple of times and see nothing is happening, wouldn't it help the knowledge set in? I... used to be very scared I'd bleed out and die if my limbs were cut off when I just began my training as a vampire, but once your hand is cut of couple times and grows back, it feels sort of silly to be afraid from that little, and more you train, more those fears fade, " Young demon chipped in hopefully, drawing from his own experience, as it seemed he really earnestly wanted to help, not realizing his experiences sound rather gruesome. " To be honest, if it was any other person, I'd advise them to be mindful of their mental health and maybe even quit acting if they feel it's no longer what they want.... and you especially don't need to work, since Hans is rich and you'll never lack anything at his side. But... I am saying this because it's you. I think this is something you'd regret later on... because you strike me as a person who'd be whittling with regret and agony if all the clapping you rightly deserve go to Hans who is merely copying your performance perfectly, and would only be good because he is doing right everything you already spoon-fed him. Only you'd be able to tell the difference between that and true mastery, and that'd eat at you, " Vampire voiced his opinion, his words sounding practical, but dripping with compassion and supportiveness - it was truly hard to see on the surface without additional sense, just how strong Erdel felt about many things, unused to showing them as a trained soldier that had to be restrained and stoic. " I don't know if I can help anyhow... at most, I could always take you to that man's grave so we can spot on it together in solidarity, you know. He's... rather infuriating existence to me, even if dead. But more than the dead, I'm concerned about your heart, because, even though you seem to care for Hans, I am not sure you'd be able to help the envy of him getting to experience the praise and adoration of fans that should have been yours, and then you'd be feeling even worse about yourself for feeling envious of the person doing this for your sake, wouldn't you? I may be presumptuous, but that was the impression I got from observing you, and I mean no offence... "
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" Alright then... I will trust you this once, though only because it seems unlikely just one small gift would make a difference between her accepting the new relationship arrangement or not... Let's focus on the most amazing island-appearing-from-nothing gift instead, deal? " the man grinned, raising his hand for a high five innocently. " I nagged you way too much today, so just this once, I'll literally let you pick whatever spot in the water you want, even if you, like, pick it right across smuggler's den or assassin's guild or something. I'll literally make whatever spot you pick work, so pick the one you adore the most, deal? As long as it's surrounded by water from all sides, I am confident to organize the proper defence. "